sleepy time. am i an old lady?

so its ten after 8. thats in the p.m. im watching one of my all-time favorite movies, beautiful girls. im getting ready for bed. taking my eye-make up off. btw--the new, oil free neutrogena eye makeup remover i bought the other day works fabulously. its left my skin all smooth and soft. any way. ive been home barely an hour... got home 'round 7. i ate my burrito dinner in the car, driving up.

is this sad? going to bed at--well, lets say by 8:30. having only been home an hour and a half... spent awake. am i a fucking old lady already? im not sick, so i cant use that excuse. i did go to bed late last nite, but still. i mean, its kinda pathetic right? consider this as well, i have spent the entire evening in/on my bed as well. though... this was because the other night i was super lazy and pushed my rolly-desk all the way up to my bed, so that i could use my computer while lying down. its actually pretty fucking rad. i can only imagine how nice a laptop would feel.

oh well. i know there are like a million things i could do, or should be doing, or want to do, like review some more cds, make a mix cd (i was feeling inspired listening to the cure on the ride home), watch dvds ive borrowed, etc etc etc. but i have no motivation. barely any energy. so instead of staying up and wasting time on myspace, i am going to go to bed.

well. ok. maybe i will try to stay awake through the movie. that puts me at like 9:30 at least.
love ya!
xoxo.

now watching: beautiful girls (hbo on demand---oh how i love thee)