i wanna crash here right now...
mood: cheerful & motivated
music: new pornographers- twin cinema
so... ive decided that there is something i need to work on about myself. im going to make a conscious effort to try and stop taking things personally all the time, and try not to be overly sensitive about things as well. lately ive just noticed that ive been really sensitive when it comes to certain people in my life, family & friends, and it gets to the point of really bothering me. it just makes me think too much about what it was that really made me get THIS upset? and i dont know anymore... whether there are really other issues that are bothering me, or if its just me taking things personally and reading them a certain way that they arent meant as. so yes. thats my little revelation....
do coffee and strawberries go together? that's my breakfast. i was going to try and kick my coffee addiction, and make the switch to green tea, but i think i'll just drink both. with the coffee im just going to stop with all the sugar... drink it black..... although, i did that yesterday and i thought i was losing my mind. this time, when me and my co-worker traveled next door to the overly-priced expresso garden, i added a little milk and one sugar. i think i liked it better black. i need to channel all the caffiene energy thats about to hit me, into wanting to do manual-labor-type work today, because i really want to organize the office here. i have a lot of that kind of energy for some reason. ive also been thinking about ways to rearrange my apartment because, well... basically because i get bored.
ive also decided that i miss writing. i miss being a blogging whore. even if its just stupid and uninteresting things i did one day, or random ass thoughts that pop up into my head. im going to write about them.
i think the fact of the matter is that with my graduation approaching im starting to get a little stressed out about what exactly i want to do with the rest of my life... not that i have to figure it all out. i dont believe that people should have to do that. its just that the questions keep coming... them: "so what are you going to do now"... me: "i guess... work." me again: "yes. at the same place i've been for six years." its just getting a little depressing for me.
bamboo 7 last night was fun. managed to control the drinking (which is usually a bit hard there), kept it down to only two beers over a two-hour + timespan. i was pretty proud of myself. plus i left around 11-ish, which alan made sure to call me "grandma" before i left. thanks. thanks a lot. no one from our group really sang, except lulu of course, who sang the carpenters. though maybe people sang after i left.
ok. the caffiene has hit me. i need to go and start organizing... while lorna is gone. then i can actually get rid of stuff.
the new pornographers make me giddy!!!!!!! and want to dance and sing and act like the silly & crazy person i am. or more like a 13 year old........
peace out.
nicole.
music: new pornographers- twin cinema
so... ive decided that there is something i need to work on about myself. im going to make a conscious effort to try and stop taking things personally all the time, and try not to be overly sensitive about things as well. lately ive just noticed that ive been really sensitive when it comes to certain people in my life, family & friends, and it gets to the point of really bothering me. it just makes me think too much about what it was that really made me get THIS upset? and i dont know anymore... whether there are really other issues that are bothering me, or if its just me taking things personally and reading them a certain way that they arent meant as. so yes. thats my little revelation....
do coffee and strawberries go together? that's my breakfast. i was going to try and kick my coffee addiction, and make the switch to green tea, but i think i'll just drink both. with the coffee im just going to stop with all the sugar... drink it black..... although, i did that yesterday and i thought i was losing my mind. this time, when me and my co-worker traveled next door to the overly-priced expresso garden, i added a little milk and one sugar. i think i liked it better black. i need to channel all the caffiene energy thats about to hit me, into wanting to do manual-labor-type work today, because i really want to organize the office here. i have a lot of that kind of energy for some reason. ive also been thinking about ways to rearrange my apartment because, well... basically because i get bored.
ive also decided that i miss writing. i miss being a blogging whore. even if its just stupid and uninteresting things i did one day, or random ass thoughts that pop up into my head. im going to write about them.
i think the fact of the matter is that with my graduation approaching im starting to get a little stressed out about what exactly i want to do with the rest of my life... not that i have to figure it all out. i dont believe that people should have to do that. its just that the questions keep coming... them: "so what are you going to do now"... me: "i guess... work." me again: "yes. at the same place i've been for six years." its just getting a little depressing for me.
bamboo 7 last night was fun. managed to control the drinking (which is usually a bit hard there), kept it down to only two beers over a two-hour + timespan. i was pretty proud of myself. plus i left around 11-ish, which alan made sure to call me "grandma" before i left. thanks. thanks a lot. no one from our group really sang, except lulu of course, who sang the carpenters. though maybe people sang after i left.
ok. the caffiene has hit me. i need to go and start organizing... while lorna is gone. then i can actually get rid of stuff.
the new pornographers make me giddy!!!!!!! and want to dance and sing and act like the silly & crazy person i am. or more like a 13 year old........
peace out.
nicole.
posted by n. at 11/18/2005 10:06:00 AM
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