i can't get started...

music: broadcast- tender buttons
mood: unmotivated & mellow

i dont feel like being at work right now. i want to go home. lay in bed. read. and watch bad day-time television. must be the rainy weather. on top of that, im feeling very lethargic today. i dont want to do any work. cant motivate to do any of the boring as well as the not so boring tasks i probably should and could be doing right now. oh well. its a friday. plus im working tomorrow, so i deserve a break. dont i?

i went running again this morning. that makes three times this week, with a couple of good walks in there as well. plus ive been doing 100 crunches a day... so im feeling pretty healthy. at least this week i am. on top of it all, i will be cutting down on the eating out over the next two weeks because i have approximately 40 dollars to last me another week and a half. basically about two weeks. i cant budget. i cant afford my 900 dollar a month rental. well.. i cant afford it and also save money in the process. i want to move. move to a situation thats is cheaper.

things are very relaxed here at work now that my boss is gone. our new boss isnt even stationed at our office... shes at another program/building. kinda odd. though we are a very self-sufficient program i suppose. my new work schedule has been nice too. nice little 10-6 schedule. i like having time in the morning to go running, shower, watch some t.v. and get ready for work at a very relaxed pace.

there are actually shows coming up that i want to go to. stars. belle and sebastian & new pornographers, though i still need to buy a ticket. and then the noise pop lineup is getting ready to be announced. i saw that the dirtbombs are playing. i might have to trek up there for them. they are awesome live. plus there are some other bands ive been told are good live and perhaps i will check out some live music.

im supposed to go hang out in santa cruz on saturday night (tomorrow night), but having just found out i have only 40 dollars to last me two weeks, i dont see how it would be fun to go out and not be enticed to spend money on drinks at the red room (which are NOT that cheap to begin with), plus eat dinner, hang out, etc, etc, etc. although, maybe i could talk my friends into buying me a drink or two. and i guess if i be the D-D i won't need to drink that much to begin with.

wondercon is next weekend! im going at least on saturday. wanna spend some time looking at comics that i wont be able to buy (but might be able to borrow from comic-nerds like eid, tyler and now even joce). i would like to see kevin smith again as well. that was fun last year.

also valentines is coming up! i want to eat some valentines sugar cookies. mmmm cookies are one of my favorite food groups.

i need to spend some time at the station burning new music...... im beyond behind and there are a ton of albums ive been wanting to hear.

sunday is the super bowl. ive always liked watching the super bowl, and going to super bowl parties. luckily my friend alex (up in sf) is having one, so i can go and veg and hang out.

im happy. and in a random mood. gotta go out to a school now. at least blogging passes the time.... =)