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do you ever feel like no one REALLY listens to you? i am kinda feeling like that... like i have no one there for me. i dont know if its the pressure or stress to do things for other people... when i know i have things i need to do for me.

ok. i guess i should be getting back to my paper and other various things i need to finish up... i feel so unmotivated.

i guess im just feeling sad. thats allowed, right?